age:seventeen
height: 5'4
Starting weight :125 lbs
Current weight: 110 lbs
Lowest weight: 98 lbs
goal weight: 100 lbs ?
(or maybe less)
My mum did something stupid.
She wanted to suprise me,by cleaning my room.I was happy with my messy room,why did she had to do it.
The worse thing was - she was cleaning under the bed.I walked in,and found her looking at my hidden food.all the muffins,bread,meat,cakes…everything she thought I ate.
I felt aweful.I was making excuses.I think she believed me.She thinks I’m not having ana anymore,just because last month I went to my doctor and I weighted 2kg more than last time I was there.
at that point,something just clicked in my head.I starve again.nobody knows.and lets keep it that way.
yesterday I ate 360kcal.that was very good,because in my binging days,I ate probably around 1600kcal. (I know,I’m fat.don’t judge).
It’s 1pm and I’ve already ate around 600kcal.that’s just because I’m not in school.I swear tomorrow will be better day.I will only eat 1 yogurt.I promise.
(Source: darbyfallon, via deepdownsheneverfeelsgoodenough)
